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It’s driving our kids to the street
They’d rather do that than stay home and get beat.

Wake up people abuse is a Real problem.
We need everyone’s help to solve them.

Millions of kids are abused every year
That among everyone should strike some fear.

These kids are being abused at an astounding rate.
Do we have that many parents full of hate.

It’s time we as a country step up before it’s too late.
We can’t just write it off as being their fate.

We have to stand today.
And come at this in every way.

This cannot be ignored.
All the while they are being destroyed.
We should be completely annoyed.
And remember these kids are not replaceable toys.

So do your part -
To help a kids heart -
Support ATTACA today and join us to raise awareness about abuse -
Which there is absolutely NO EXCUSE.

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We have treated God like a passing fad.
And that is disturbingly and completely sad.
I don’t think people have stopped to realize what we had.
To me that is extremely bad.

It’s like we’ve tried to sweep him under the rug.
Like he was a pest or a bug.
We have treated him like a thug.

But people have turned their backs on him before.
He is still here forever more.
He always will be with an open door.

So all we have to do is give our hearts back to him.
And don’t just call on him now and then.

He’s to fill each ones life with joy.
He’s truly not here just to annoy.

He can fill your heart with love and compassion.
He doesn’t keep his love like it needs to be rationed.
All you have to do is walk in love and it’s not old fashioned.

He’s there waiting on us to make the call.
And not just do it each time we fall.

So call on him this very day.
And don’t forget each day to take time to pray.
Then listen to what he has to say.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen.

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Suffering through pain and hunger.
Does this just happen when you’re younger.
Why in the world was I chosen.
To be raised by a man whose heart is frozen.
How does man who’s supposed to love his son.
Beat him everyday starting with each rising sun.
How much more can this little body take.
How am I blamed for every mistake.
All I do is walk around and mope.
Completely depleted of all hope.
How do I ever survive.
Concerned now about staying alive.
I wish I was old enough to drive.
Is there room in heaven.
For a kid that’s only seven.
Oh God please make it stop.
I feel like I’m going to drop.
I find myself just wanting to die.
At night all I do is cry.
Now I’m smothered with fear.
It intensifies when he drinks his beer.
The pain in my body is crazy.
He tells I’m worthless and lazy.
I know now if I give up I will lose my mind.
How can someone be so unkind.
Now I’m older he’s beat me and I’m blind.
Eyes swollen shut.
Bleeding from my gut.
O Now I’m wanting to kill him.
My life is looking oh so dim.
What do I have to look forward to.
Where do I go from here what do I do.
He’s filling my life with hate and anger.
I’m now a serious danger.
I don’t seem right I feel like a stranger.
I lost my desire and my will.
Sick of watching my blood spill.
Left home and got married at sixteen.
Now desperate and very mean.
Wanting to kill someone.
Wanting to be a hired killer with a gun.
Thinking my life soon will be over and done.
Then came my own special son.
Started thinking I can’t be done.
Gotta squelch this urge to run.
No examples of how to be a father.
Started wondering why bother.
But I just couldn’t let him down.
He needed me to stick around.
So I did and started taking advice that was sound.
I actually blamed God for for my life.
And my dads overwhelming strife.
But it was God who sent Angels to save my life.
Then I actually realized. My parents had lied.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen.

- 8 -

Let’s just be formal.
Some people struggle to be normal.
Their life was messed up as a child.
Charges were never filed.
They have been damaged to the core.
They never knew what was in store.
Many times knocked to the floor.
Twice thrown through a door.
They didn’t want anymore
Now their life needs restored.
They don’t know which way to turn.
Their heart was completely burned.
A hard lesson was learned.
Never trust to anyone your heart.
You may get it back ripped apart.
So now you’re trying to be smart.
Looking for ways to survive.
Just trying to save your own life.
Unable to smile because of the pain.
Heart under a tremendous strain.
So what’s left and where do you go.
Somewhere they don’t know your past.
Hoping yourself the pain won’t last
But it has returned and fast.
Looking for answers everywhere.
Deciding now to try some prayer.
Nothing left inside to even care.
Running from everybody and everything.
Life is tough and has a sting.
Left alone to be prayed upon by beasts.
Someone could help at least.
Jesus is starting to answer your prayer.
He is surrounding you with Angels that care.
Life is better and more fair.
Your life is starting to turn around.
You’re getting your feet on solid ground.
Now you are loved and heaven bound.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 10 -

I struggled for years with depression.
Nobody in my life could make any kind of impression.
Was too proud to start a counseling session.
Hard times and bad abuse caused my obsession.
I could stay depressed for many months.
Suffering from pulling off many bad stunts.
The worst part was I stayed defeated.
Many many times it was repeated.
Everything I set out to do was a battle.
And that in itself kept me rattled.
Then one day it came to me thinking bad thoughts was driving me crazy.
My mind was stuck and couldn’t move forward because it was so hazy.
Then I figured out that thinking good thoughts would set me free.
I knew from that point true happiness was the key.
The best way to overcome it all.
Seek joy in our Lord before you again trip and fall.
Jesus took my pain and gave me a smile.
He said I will be with you every single mile.
With Satan trying to trip me up all the while.
So I let Jesus control every thought.
By faith that is what he brought.
Certainly what I had sought.
He took time to heal my heart and soul.
Now with abundant joy I am completely whole.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

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I write poetry all the time.
Since I was 5 I’ve had the ability to rhyme.
Abuse hindered me from writing for many years.
Had to overcome all those dramatic fears.
So I wouldn’t write for the next 30 years.
Struggling with life and trying to stop all the tears.
I’ve been told grown men don’t cry.
And let me tell you why.
It’s a thing that men don’t cry and cover their emotions.
And I can tell you where they got that notion.
Men are looked to be tough.
And all that macho stuff.
So they harden their hearts
While others are distraught and falling apart.
Crying can easily restore ones heart and soul.
And can make the person completely whole.
It can overcome stress faster than anyone’s belief.
Restore your body by giving it some much needed relief.
Tears can go away with solid love.
This is something most never thought of.
Perfect love can casteth out all fear.
So why wouldn’t you do it to have Jesus near.
Jesus can take your tears and your fears.
And give you peace and joy through the years.
You can’t let those emotions and stress build up inside.
Because of the build up a lot of tough men have died.
Fact is Jesus is the one they should have tried.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

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I remember when he died.
I hadn’t even cried.
Because he hurt me inside.
Many times my hands were tied.
I came close to being the one that died.
Many many times I had to hide.
If I hadn’t I wouldn’t have survived.
My focus at the time was to stay alive.
My heart had taken a serious dive.
So many times I had lied.
Again just to survive.
Trust me I had vigorously tried.
I felt like my heart had been deep fried.
Basically it was gone.
I always felt all alone.
Living day to day with the unknown.
Not ever knowing what will happen next.
How did this situation become so perplexed.
I felt like all the time I was hexed.
Buried in my heart were the gigantic scars.
Couldn’t see the heavens because of the stars.
I couldn’t see the forest for the trees.
Felt like my life had been stung by a herd of bumble bees.
Hoping someday the pain would diminish.
So I can get on with my life and be able to finish.
I know now the key to my success.
Is all on the man called Jesus.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 15 -

I’m am a true American Truck Driver.
And a true American survivor.
I am the true King of the Road.
That’s what I’ve been told.
I always have safety on my mind.
Even when others on the road are so unkind.
Sometimes driving is a battle.
But you can’t afford to be rattled.
It’s truly an ongoing war.
Getting worse than ever before.
Wondering if I want to do it anymore.
Wondering what it’s all for.
Then I realize America depends on me so much.
Because I haul everything they touch.
I start to see how important I really am.
And I’m not any kind of sham.
So I gotta go and haul my freight.
People have to wait.
So I can’t be late.
I am the American Trucker.
I have a job like no other.
So I hit the road with my Trucker Brother.
Salute the Great men of the road.
They are extremely bold.
God please protect these drivers all the same,

And we Praise You in Jesus Name

- 17 -

You must always walk on.
Before life is gone.
Walk on through the driving rain.
Walk on through the thriving pain.
Before it drives you insane.
Keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Remember to always help one another.
The kindness in your heart.
Will restore a life torn apart.
So use this move as a brand new start.
It will truly rebuild your broken heart.
It will stop all the pain in your soul.
Walk with Jesus he will make you whole.
Make his word part of your everyday goal.
Let him take away the hurt from the past.
He will do it extremely fast.
Your life will start to shine.
Walk with him and all will be fine.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 19 -

Dear God please help me today.
I seemed to have lost my way.
They’re talking about cutting my pay.
I don’t know what to say.
So I’m taking this time to pray.
Making a living is tough this way.
Not sure if I want to stay.
Please guide me today.

Dispatch is on me again.
Dear God will I ever win.
Please forgive all my sin.
Forgive me for praying just now and then.
I hope that’s not a sin.
I hurt and don’t know where to begin.
Please be my friend.
I do need you within.

To always ease the pain.
That’s driving me insane.

All I hear is hurry up then I have to wait.
Cause when I get there they won’t unload my freight.
Then I get accused of being late.

Then the troubles begin
Then I have to explain how I got there and when.

The perils of the road.
Can push you into overload.
To fuel now you have to call for a code.
Then I stop and think about the good Then I start to do what I should.

Thank You God for being there.
It’s hard to find good people that care.
And that will treat you fair.

As God is my co-driver.
Thank You Jesus for making me a true survivor.
I am an American Truck Driver.

As I pray I decided to stay.

In Jesus Name Amen

- 21 -

I’ve always been more than most people can take.
Know this: not one thing about me is fake.
Because of my past I would challenge anyone to a duel.
In most people’s minds they think that’s just too cruel.
Know this: I’ve never been anybody’s fool.

Concentration for me has always been tough.
Trying to do things right because of the hurt and pain has been so rough.
Trying oh so very hard to get things right.
Then someone would start pushing and I’d wind up in a fight.
The night he tried to kill me I lost my sight.

Always making an effort to have a kind heart.
But when I did the world would start to rip me apart.
Criticism everywhere I tried to turn.
Making me think most would be happy to see me burn.
Life itself to me was very hard to learn.

All I ever wanted was to prevent kids from abuse.
Most say I just use that for an excuse.
But I know first hand the hurt and pain.
Can literally drive you insane.
To say the least it’s a strain on ones brain.

Most that have been through it have a hard time with kindness.
The fact is the abuse leaves so many heartless.
Most of our mental illness is created from abuse.
Most give up because it looks to them like it’s no use.
I try to show the roughest part of being abused.
We can’t turn our heads and think it’s ok for this to be excused.

We must go back to the drawing board.
And realize a life without Jesus we just can’t afford.
People always want a quick fix to their problem.
Give them to Jesus he’s the only one who can solve them.

Most people say well he just doesn’t care.
Believe in him and when you get to Heaven he’ll be the one standing there.

Walk in love and in Faith.
It will destroy all your hurt and hate.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen.

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The fear generated by abuse is unreal.
You can’t seem to control how you feel.
It gets worse if you have seen your blood spill.
You try not to show it but it leaks through.
Leaving you in a state of not knowing what to do.
The most consequential danger.
Is watching that fear building to anger.
You start to look at yourself as if you were a stranger.
Trying to overtake it inside.
Often makes you want to run and hide.
You watch as that fear builds frustration.
It rears its ugly head in most situations.
You start thinking everything is going to go wrong.
You start asking yourself will it last and how long.
People start to judge you for everything you do.
They don’t understand what happened to you.
Mistakes come more often than not.
Your is one battle after another hard fought.
It comes in waves at times like an onslaught.
It’s true what they say it’s up to you to make the right choice.
Realizing it’s almost impossible to listen to the right voice.
The dark hole inside you needs to be filled.
But you’re still having flashbacks of your blood spilled.
You try your best to stay away from the scene of the crime.
But your mind takes you back constantly time after time.
When things go bad you relive it again and again.
You want the haunting to stop but who knows when.
So you carry a label at times the loser.
A lot of them start drinking and become a boozer.
They start again struggling with the hurt and pain.
Knowing if they don’t mask it will drive them insane.
Most normal people will never understand.
Because they never been hit with an angry hand.
It makes your life oh so very hard to control.
Especially the damage to your heart and soul.
Criticism from everyone is very difficult to take.
They seem to want to crucify you at every mistake.
No one seems to want to give you a much needed break.
So here’s the only solution to see you through.
This the very best thing you could ever do.
Ask Jesus Christ to come into your heart.
And of his kingdom you can now be a part.
Roll your cares all over on him.
It will be your only hope to win.
He will love you and forgive all your sin.
Your life will be stronger than ever before.
And your life will improve more and more and more.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

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You can never get numb enough to mask the pain.
It will automatically - because of the pain - try to shutdown the brain.
But the pain goes deeper as it gets harder.
Makes you feel like you’re headed for slaughter.
Seems much worse when it’s dealt by your father.
This is the point where the mind loses its grip.
By now your heart and soul have been ripped.
This is the time when you feel you’re going to go crazy.
Everything you look at anymore looks extremely hazy.
You lose your concentration and your focus.
It’s at this point he actually broke us.
Not knowing where to go or even what to do.
He beat me for years and no one ever even knew.
Labeled by him as being lazy.
Labeled at school as being crazy.
No one around me wanted to be my friend.
Treated always like the one that had sinned.
Struggling to make sense of life.
Left home running from all the strife.
At the age of sixteen I took a wife.
Trying to always do the right thing.
Life always had a horrible sting.
Trying to run from my dad the stinger.
Trying to outrun my past that would always linger.
Then people with a story started crossing my path.
Telling me of Jesus who could help me dump my wrath.
So I walked the fence for many years.
Til one day they said he can rid you of your fears.
So now I hold fast to my savior.
And give him credit for changing my behavior.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 27b -

What is a child’s life worth.
It seems not much even at birth.
Five innocent children die every day.
You and I know it should not be that way.
Child abuse is a national atrocity;
Should never happen in our society.
Millions of little lives destroyed and they live in fear.
This goes undetected by most year after year.
The media no longer covers the statistics,
So let’s stop, look, and be realistic.
We are destroying our country from within.
Tearing apart children’s lives is a sin.
So people look at me and say what’s the answer
To this internal overwhelming cancer?
We must start with being kind and walk in love
Even in times when push comes to shove.
We must all walk in love.
Our children look at us for hope.
When so many parents themselves can’t even cope
The one and only solution
To this overwhelming corruption
Is Jesus Christ and his Amazing Grace.
It can wipe out hate and put a smile on your face.
Your children depend on you to show them the way
And do it each and every day.
So if you’ve heard enough be a Hero and join ATTACA,
And help us put billboards across America.
People must know that it’s bad and getting worse.
Before I have to watch one more child ride by in a hearse
Dear God help us Protect all Kids from this atrocity,
And clean up our sin ridden society.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

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Most say if it’s not affecting you no worry.
I say to those people head for Jesus and please hurry.
We must take time to pray for our country and leaders.
Or we’re nothing more than bottom feeders.
There have to be people to unite for change.
Even if to them it seems strange
The more time we take to realize our country’s problems.
We will absolutely have to unite to ever solve them.
Everybody has got to stop and pay close attention.
Because if we wait it will be too late to start any type of prevention.
We have to immediately wake up and stop the hate.
This country can be rebuilt but it will take a united Faith.
We can absolutely unequivocally not even wait.
We have to act today before we wake up and find it’s too late.
For those who can’t see what’s going on it’s worse than you will believe,
And look for the only place to get relief
We must give this world back to God and stand on Faith.
We MUST turn this country around.
And get it back on solid ground.
The key word here is WE.
It’s not that hard to see.
Always United we stand Divided we fall.
We can’t win when our back is always against the wall.
So look around and let’s Unite and stand tall.
Jesus died to set us free.
It’s up to us to see that’s the way it will Always Be.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

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Kids and adults doing things you never thought of.
All in search of the fix all cure wanting to be loved.
They spend years and years.
Trying to overcome all those fears.
Their need is just to be loved.
The first commandment from God above.
We are all born with that engrained need.
Some never get it planted inside like a seed.
Others never get what they need to grow.
Because of that they can reach an all time low.
Most don’t want or care for anyone to know.
Some start looking for love in all the wrong places.
It’s like walking along with untied shoe laces.
At some point they are destined to trip and fall.
Then they will find their backs against the wall.
Not ever loved from their very beginning.
Tired of not winning and doing nothing but sinning.
Can’t seem to get their feet on solid ground.
They wind up not wanting anyone around.
They start reaching out for a mask for the pain.
Hoping it’s found before they go insane.
If they reach for booze they lose.
If they reach for drugs they turn into thugs.
Crazy things will be done just to be loved.
They will even put up with another who will push and shove.
Just for the sake of love.
God knew love was that important.
That’s why his word literally informs us.
He knew that love would conquer all.
That’s why love from him is able to stand tall.
He made it number one because he made us that way.
It’s our job to spread it over the world everyday.
Hell is full of those who just don’t care.
And claimed they had no love to share.
Know this love conquers all fear.
So there is nothing to fear but fear.
Remember love is the key.
It’s the best cure for the world and you and me.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 33 -

Abuse conditioned my mind and body to never relax.
I had nightmares of someone trying to kill me with an axe.
While most people can relax and take it for granted.
That type of inner peace in me was never planted.
I was always stressed and completely on edge.
So I chose to try my life with Jesus and made my pledge.
I would strive to make my life better and help kids abused.
This type of behavior in our country can’t be excused.
I know the pain the hurt the total destruction.
I had to start all over and put my heart under reconstruction.
It was hard to walk away from that life.
Where the main forte was overwhelming strife.
It was a very hard road filled with hurdles that had to be overcome.
This is actually a lot easier and even easy for some.
I walked that long hard road and made my mistakes.
People expect you to be perfect and never cut you any breaks.
I may never have been on the right side of right.
But I gotta tell you I fought the fight.
So many people wanted to see me trip and fall.
But I dug in to never quit and always give it my all.
I couldn’t have done it without Jesus on my side.
Without him it would be an impossible ride.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 35 -

As for abuse as a kid I was on the frontline.
I was in the trenches of abuse where kids are dying.
I almost became on of the 1825 kids that die a year from abuse.
Funny thing I could never get in the abusers mind to hear their excuse.
A mind that had to be messed up where it seemed no use.
What must have filled their thoughts to kill a kid.
Then they act like they know not what they did.
When it comes to telling the whole truth they seem reserved.
But in the back of their mind thinking they got what they deserved.
What could a child have done to deserve an excruciating death.
Thinking about that very thing takes my breath.
Cruelty unleashed at kids that don’t deserve a beating.
And then for days weeks months and years keep repeating.
They are the walking wounded.
Treated worse than dogs at a time their life should be splendid.
Never knowing what to expect around the next turn.
Their little hearts feeling like they’ve been burned.
Their minds so confused they can’t talk straight.
Praying for help before it’s way too late.
Wondering why in the world so much hate.
Trying hard to get along with others.
Fighting the feeling of being smothered.
Trying their best to stay out of trouble.
When it breaks out their always on the bubble.
Being treated everyday like trash or plain old rubble.
They develop a hurt inside and out.
They want to just stop scream and shout.
Losing so much of their precious mind.
Starting to feel their just simply blind.
No longer can they find any happy thoughts.
They try to prepare themselves for the next onslaught.
Wondering this time if they can stay alive.
Until at least their old enough to drive.
If they last that long they will have survived.
One of the most horrific horrors in the countryside.
How will they get free from a most haunting life.
And rid themselves of the thoughts of strife.
Give their hearts to Jesus Christ.
He and only he can mend your heart.
From a life of abuse that tore it apart.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 37 -

You beat me.
You did defeat me.
You choked me.
You broke me.
You awoke me.
You crippled my heart.
You ripped my dreams apart.
You never cared. If I ever got repaired.
You pushed me out in the world.
My mind in a spinning whirl.
Unable to relax.
You never cut me any slack.
You were unbelievable.
Full of overwhelming evil.
You were hell bent on destroying my life.
You took a great big slice.
Cut my heart to the core.
You kept dishing out more.
And as he predicted.
I was completely addicted.
To excruciating fear.
I wanted people to be miserable.
I was never reliable.
Very undependable.
Years I was never stable.
Just to be kind I was unable.
By the day becoming more unstable.
Fighting the urge to destroy.
This young man still a boy.
Completely void of joy.
Messed up from the floor up.
Unable to step up.
Bruised inside and out.
Try to guess what life was about.
Had no real clue.
Of what I needed to do.
Fighting every do to stay sane.
With a heart completely drained.
And a warped brain.
Trying hard to refrain.
From hurting someone the same.
Craving the urge to kill.
Time for another’s blood to spill.
I always debated To show him the monster he created.
But then I turned and he was gone.
I knew my life had to go on.
But then he appeared in my life.
Cleaned out that old strife.
He gave me a reason to live.
Then and only then I had to forgive.
The man who tried to destroy My only chance at any joy.
My dad was an abuse junkie.
And he always stunned me.
With his overwhelming hate.
Completely obliterated all my faith.
Left me at a dead end road Completely in overload.
But now I’m in a new mode. Heaven will be my humble abode.
I now have love in my heart.
And thank God for a new start.
He lives in me in spirit.
As for love I no longer fear it.
If things go bad.
I smile because it’s so much better than what I had.
When I was being beat by my dad.
Now I join with Christians around the world.
To make it a better place for every boy and girl.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 41 -

This world can hurt to the bone.
I think about when I’m in this 18 wheel truck alone. 
To make a living from home I must be gone. 
Part of my life’s overwhelming plan.  
Is actually to be my own man. 
That’s why I drive this old truck.    
To just make an honest buck. 
Sometimes I feel down on my luck. 
But I promised myself I’d keep driving this old truck. 
I enjoy my life on this super road.  
I believe in the truck drivers code.  
I enjoy being my own man. 
But if someone is in distress I always lend a hand. 
To many my life might seem bland. 
But its the greatest job in this land. 
I believe in this life so I make a stand.  
A truck drivers life can be exceptionally Grand.   
Sometimes people think I’m odd.   
But I stand on my Faith in Almighty God.  

Amen.

- 43 -

Are they just considered an acceptable loss.  
Are we ignoring their abuse at all cost. 
So many children in our country truly lost.
Too many pushed into sex trafficking. 
While most of us know not what’s happening. 
Who will answer for this devastating problem. 
Who of us will stand to help stop them. 
Abuse is the root of all evil. 
It’s to the point it’s almost unbelievable.  
It’s the seed for them to become sex slaves. 
Too many too young wind up in unmarked graves.  
So do we just feel we should turn our heads.   
Or stand together and fight for them instead. 
United we Stand.  
Divided we fall.  
These kids backs are against the wall.  
Stand with us before any more fall. 

ATTACA.org. Rodney Timms. Founder.

- 45 -

Never stop believing.
Never stop receiving.
Never stop giving. 
Never stop living. 
Always look forward.
Never look backwards.  
Always keep moving. 
Never stand still. 
Regardless how you feel.  
Always walk in love. 
Never push and shove.  
Keep rising high. 
Don’t believe all the lies.  
Jesus hears your cries.  
Avoid those who despise.  
Listen only to the wise. 
Help those in need.  
Avoid those in Greed. 
Let your heart be your guide.  
Always know you tried.   
Then you will sleep tight.  
All the long night. 
Amen.

- 2 -

You’ve spent too much time planning on defenses.
It’s time for you to plan on playing offense.

It’s time to make a stand for your life that was wrong.
A part of your life that lasted way too long.

Your heart is hurt beyond repair.
You’re thinking no one really cares.

But that is just simply not even true.
But you’re thinking what am I supposed to do.

It’s time to plant your feet in a world passing by in waves.
There is someone to help change the way you behave.

Those desperate feelings can now move on.
There is someone to help get them gone.

And do it before you are grown.

They also have the tools to repair your broken heart.
And put your life back together that was ripped apart.

The one you can count on through thick and thin.
Someone to help you identify and clear your life of sin.

The absolute chance to begin again.
He himself suffered tremendous pain.

Enough to have driven a normal man insane.

But through his death and all that blood.
He stands strong for the child that was misunderstood.

So give your heart to him and watch your life change.
No longer will you feel so uncomfortable and strange.

Once you decide to follow him.
Your life will no longer be dim.

Brightness will overtake your soul.
And for the first time in your life you will be whole.

Jesus died to set us all free.
That is the way God meant it to be.

He is there for all to receive.
All you have to do is just believe.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen.

- 4 -

It’s time to clean house in Washington DC.
I’m sure I’m not the only one that can see.

We are absolutely starting to regress.
Thanks to the men and women of our Congress.

There are many that are good.
The rest just say oh we’re just misunderstood.

They are making up laws to fit their need.
While they watch the rest of us bleed.

I understand trying to save humanity.
But the way they are going about it is insanity.

Patriotism is being lost in the shuffle.

If you speak out they want you muzzled.
And that to me leaves me puzzled.

We have what is known as freedom of speech.
But when you step up they start saying it’s a breech.

Somehow we must get on the same page.
And hoping that might stop all the rage.

There is only one way we can all unite.
And this would certainly be doing it right.

We have to turn this country back to God.
And unite like peas in a pod.

Join hands in one prayer.
And set the example for everyone to share.
We must stop and show others that we care.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen.

- 7 -

The feeling of being alone.
Will it ever be gone. A heart turned to stone.
Now always wanting to be alone.
Worse now that I’m grown.

Wishing I was gone. Never had a home.

Never ever loved.
Pushed and shoved.
Not a home just a house. What is this all about.
My heart and soul begging to shout.
My life hit a snag.
I became his punching bag.

Wearing all the scars. Not always from the dark.

He was ashamed of me.
Didn’t look like him you see.
Why was this meant to be.
Surrounded by family but all alone.
Praying he would be gone.
Just wanted to be left alone.
With my pup bud T-Bone.
He was my true buddy.
Hiding in my under house study.
It’s where we went to cry.
Hoping we wouldn’t die.
I didn’t want to say goodbye.
Then came what I feared.
My T-Bone buddy disappeared.
Killed by my father.
Wondering now why bother.
A young boys heart can’t go farther.
Always black and blue.
Please tell me what to do.
Extremely confused and bruised.
Was I destined to lose.
Why didn’t I get to choose.
Praying again he don’t blow a fuse.
Destroyed to the core.
Can’t take it anymore.
Picking myself up off the floor.
Running out the door.
Not ever wanting to look back.
He would not cut me any slack.
And that’s a gruesome fact.
Still gotta make tracks.
All I wanna do is fight.
It was my life every night.
I felt it wasn’t right.
Beaten one night.
Til I lost my sight.
My future never seemed bright.
He destroyed all the light.
Gone is all my hope.
No tools left with which to cope.
At the end of my rope.
Now battling a life of sin.
No idea how to begin again.
Knowing now I wasn’t meant to win.
It didn’t just happen now and then.
A constant full blown attack.
My own mother didn’t have my back.
Couldn’t have hurt any deeper.
Every hill getting steeper.
Damaged goods.
The worst kid in the neighborhood.
Completely misunderstood.
Always trying to do good.
Many times without food.
Hunger will change your mood.
It’s absolutely no good.
Completely and totally destroyed.
Now always annoyed.
Looking now for light at the end of a tunnel.
My life felt like I was forced through a funnel.
How now do I restart.
A completely destroyed heart.
Fear ripping me apart.
Then it happened one day.
Started listening to what Jesus had to say.
He said let’s try it my way.

Then I was no longer afraid.

Courage came from within.
Now I know how. To begin again.
I know now about love.
Something I never thought of.
Jesus is my savior.
Responsible for changing my behavior.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 9 -

He was just a Child.
911 didn’t exist much less dialed.
It had been another rough night of another beating
And as usual it was repeating.
Fear was extremely thick in the air.
He had been slammed to the floor by his hair.
Confused why his father didn’t care.
The look on his face was a blank stare.
He was afraid to talk.
Last time he was beat it was hard to walk.
Thinking they might find him inside a line of chalk.
All of a sudden he hears him shout.
He don’t know what this is all about.
Fear now making it hard to breathe.
Wanting so bad to get up and just leave.
Where is someone to tell that would believe.
Here he comes stomping across the floor.
Now he’s being thrown through the door.
Head bleeding out of control.
Now death has taken its toll.
Another Child’s life lost.
At a tremendous cost.
1825 kids die from this every year.
Most people can’t even muster up a tear.
We try to raise awareness of what’s being done.
Father never prosecuted he’s still on the run.
The Child he killed was his son.
Join us as we put billboards across America.
Become a member today with ATTACA.
Help slow down this atrocity.
In every state and every city.

Dear God help us show love to our fellow man.
As we try to stop it this is our plan. In Jesus Name Amen

- 12 -

Let’s talk about what is known as PTSD.
I believe everyone should take the time to see.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
Is a most dangerous border.
It alters a persons mind and their actions.
At times it takes you so far out it alters your reaction.
Emotions overtake your senses.
Between you and others you build fences.
You always have up all your defenses.
The slightest thing can push you to anger.
Then sets in the no sense of all the danger.
Everyone refers to you as a stranger.
They must seek treatment from someone who cares.
So they can stop taking those conscious dares.
Their unsettled mind can be so unkind.
Trouble for them is not hard to find.
They must be helped before they go off the rail.
And start dramatically raising all kinds of hell.
Then they realize again they have failed.
PTSD comes from all walks of life.
It is worsened by all kinds of strife.
The two main causes are abuse and war.
They both put you up to the door.
Crossing the threshold can take you deeper than before.
They try to avoid trauma at all cost.
Before long they are completely lost.
So what is this all about.
Where is the answer to help them out.
His name is Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior.
Trust in him by faith and he will change your behavior.
He can repair a fractured heart.
This is the only sensible way to start.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 14 -

People who don’t keep their word.
Beats anything I’ve ever heard.
They usually are liars and cheaters.
A lot of them are children and wife beaters.
They are usually the ones who have been abused.
But for those kinds of things they can’t be excused.
Most are sarcastic and rude.
Because of beating women and children they think they are a bad dude.
Most have been through incredible storms.
But either can’t or won’t try to reform.
To them it’s just not the norm.
They are a shell of a human in some form.
The only hope they have for their life.
And the only hope to leave behind the strife.
I’d to give their heart and life to Jesus Christ.
You can’t have hope if you do it once or twice.
This kind of thing is real life.
Jesus can take your heart and pain.
That is responsible for driving you insane.
Choose him your life will never be the same.

Praise You Father in Jesus Name. Amen

- 16 -

I fight the wind, snow, rain, and hail.
Sometimes this Truck Driving life is pure hell.
At the last stop getting into my truck I fell.
Now my left knee is starting to swell.
But I have to keep pushing on.
Hoping before long this pain will be gone.
No one to help me I feel all alone.
I wouldn’t do anything else because I am on my own.
Starting to feel tired and groggy.
The road up ahead is extremely foggy.
Gotta stop and get me a cup of joe.
Wondering where next I will have to go.
Where I go from here I just don’t know.
This time they load me I pray I’m not on overload.
If they do I can tell them to start to unload
Cause I’ve been time after time down this road.
Keep it light that’s what I’ve been told.
But not too light as dispatch puts me on hold.
I love this job but at times I’m just not sold.
I’m always pushed to be on time.
At most times I don’t have a dime.
Then sometimes I have to get an advance.
Dispatch doesn’t want to hear that song and dance.
Haven’t been home in weeks I need a little romance.
When I ask for time off.
I get told this is no time to stop.
I’m told if I want to lose weight cut out the carbs.
This truck driving job has lots of barbs.
I love this job because I love to drive.
But by doing it can I survive.
I’ve asked Almighty God to help me with my life.
I do my best but there is way too much strife.
So lonely tonight I shed a few tears.
I’ve been ding this Truck for so many years.
I have diminished all my fears.
I’ve decided to take a co-driver his name is God.
I’ll keep on driving and won’t quit until he gives me the nod.
So on the job I will remain.

And use the power of Jesus Name. Amen.

- 18 -

We are the voices of those abused.
We raise awareness and we won’t be refused.
This type of crime just can’t be excused.
We have to speak up for those who can’t talk.
We will stand for them and walk the walk.
We refuse to see anymore outlined in chalk.
We will bare the burden for them to be free.
That’s the way it should always and forever be.
They are small and often times don’t have a choice.
We will stand strong together and be their voice.
Help us put billboards across America.
By joining with and be a Hero for ATTACA.
All Truckers Together Against Child Abuse.

As we stand together we will make no excuse. Amen.

- 20 -

I’m am a true American Truck Driver.
And a true American survivor.

I am the true King of the Road.
That’s what I’ve been told.

I always have safety on my mind.
Even when others on the road are so unkind.

Sometimes driving is a battle.
But you can’t afford to be rattled.

It’s truly an ongoing war.
Getting worse than ever before.

Wondering if I want to do it anymore.
Wondering what it’s all for.

Then I realize America depends on me so much.
Because I haul everything they touch.

I start to see how important I really am.
And I’m not any kind of sham.

So I gotta go and haul my freight.
People have to wait.
So I can’t be late.

I am the American Trucker.
I have a job like no other.
So I hit the road with my Trucker Brother.

Salute the Great men of the road.
They are extremely bold.

God please protect these drivers all the same.
And we Praise You in Jesus Name

- 22 -

The haunting of the virus seems to continue.
You can’t even set down in a restaurant to see what’s on the menu.
It causing some to go stir crazy.
Others have sit so long they’re getting lazy.
It’s likes this big old world is standing still.
Makes you wonder can all this be real.
So many people ask what is the answer.
To a virus spreading over the world like a cancer.
The Bible says don’t let the world overtake you.
Follow my words and I will show you what to do.
The word says these things will pass with prayer and fasting.
We must unite for this to be everlasting.
The word says there will be trials and tribulations.
But be of good cheer and I will show how to overcome all these situations.
There have been overwhelming tears.
And above all overwhelming fears.

The Word says perfect love casts out all fear.
So let’s all unite together in love and watch the fear disappear.
And always know this when we do Jesus will always be near and dear.
And the world as a whole will be delivered from any and all fear.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 24 -

My face splattered with blood.
My body hit the pavement with a thud.
He set out to kill me that very night.
It was an all out dog fight.
I never expected him to hit me that hard.
It was like a horror movie and I was the star.
He was the villain determined to beat me to death.
I thought that night I would breathe my last breath.
How did I wind up in this fight.
On the side of a dark lonely highway at night.
Now beaten so bad I lost my sight.
Nothing about this is even close to right.
The beating lasted more than an hour.
Needless to say I was just a kid and over powered.
Eyes swollen shut struggling to breathe.
Would do anything to get away even climb a tree.
But oh God I cannot see.
How could this be meant to be.
He said I must be on drugs.
As he constantly dealt me more slugs.
He told me I was a no count worthless thug.
My life was sparsely spared that night.
Felt like my heart had been cut out with a knife.
Starting to realize it might be better to lose my life.
He destroyed my heart my soul my will.
I wonder for him was it some type of thrill.
Because I could see in his eyes he was out to kill.
No where to run not wanting to live.
He drained my life that night nothing left to give.
Do I stay do I run do I dare.
Nothing left in me no reason to care.
The taste of my blood now making me ill.
Going to have to run again I say I lost my will.
Far as I was concerned my life was lost.
I now know how Jesus felt before they nailed him to the cross.
I just suffered an overwhelming loss.
Guess this man thought because I was a kid.
It didn’t make a difference what he did.
What makes this story overwhelmingly sad.
This man was my dad.
It took faith in Jesus Christ to restore my soul.
Because of him I’ve now been made whole.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 26 -

Kids and adults doing things you never thought of.
All in search of the fix all cure wanting to be loved.
They spend years and years
Trying to overcome all those fears.
Their need is just to be loved.
The first commandment from God above.
We are all born with that engrained need.
Some never get it planted inside like a seed.
Others never get what they need to grow
Because of that they can reach an all time low.
Most don’t want or care for anyone to know.
Some start looking for love in all the wrong places.
It’s like walking along with untied shoe laces.
At some point they are destined to trip and fall.
Then they will find their backs against the wall.
Not ever loved from their very beginning.
Tired of not winning and doing nothing but sinning.
Can’t seem to get their feet on solid ground.
They wind up not wanting anyone around.
They start reaching out for a mask for the pain
Hoping it’s found before they go insane.
If they reach for booze they lose.
If they reach for drugs they turn into thugs.
Crazy things will be done just to be loved.
They will even put up with another who will push and shove
Just for the sake of love.
God knew love was that important.
That’s why his word literally informs us.
He knew that love would conquer all.
That’s why love from him is able to stand tall.
He made it number one because he made us that way.
It’s our job to spread it over the world everyday.
Hell is full of those who just don’t care,
And claimed they had no love to share.
Know this love conquers all fear.
So there is nothing to fear but fear.
Remember love is the key.
It’s the best cure for the world and you and me.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 27a -

Evil prevails when good people do nothing.
Shouldn’t that inspire most people to do something?
Child abuse is our nations shame,
And just exactly who is to blame.
There are people in this world who don’t want to do good
Even if they know they absolutely should.
There are people who seem to enjoy treating their kids bad,
Which is absolutely overwhelmingly sad.
They don’t want the responsibility of raising a child.
Their lifestyle is wrong and way too wild.
They blow up when stressing over their problem.
There is never enough good people around to help solve them.
So this is where you and I come in.
This is where it all has to begin.
They themselves need love and care.
Not a bunch of people to stand around and stare.
Love is caring and giving.
To help others keep on living.
I’ve heard so many testimonies how love turned someone’s life around.
That kind of help seems anymore can’t be found,
So given the chance to help a brother.
Stand tall cause the word says to help one another.
Our lives must change to the standards of the Bible,
Which will make us as people much more reliable.
United we stand will make us a lot stronger,
And make each other as well stronger.
So if you want to make a difference in this world join ATTACA,
And help us put billboards across America.
Child Abuse can end when parents stop being incoherent.
Dear God please listen as we pray.
That we unite to stop Child Abuse Today.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 29 -

I drive an 18 wheeler and I’m a true believer.

God Family Country and trucks.
Honestly everything else sucks.
I fight through traffic all the way to the border.
For me this life was made to order.
I don’t count sheep at night.
I count white lines on the road with my headlights.
I love most of all my freedom.
Log books I don’t like to read em.
We are governed by Federal regulations.
Doesn’t leave much for speculation.
I love the hills and trees.
But I don’t like bumble bees.
I always believe God will see me through.
If I follow him I always know what to do

In Jesus Name Amen and Always Amen

- 31 -

Violence breeds violence.
Silence breeds silence.
Danger is even stranger.
Anger breeds hate.
Love breeds faith.
Unkindness breeds blindness.
Pain damages the brain.
Hurt makes you an expert.
Cruel can challenge you to a duel.
Fight is not right.Evil breeds up evil.
Corruption takes you like a suction.
Heartbreaking there’s no mistaking.
Despair and no one cares.
Depression comes with recession.
And a counseling session.
And a true confession.
About an obsession.
Without question.
This all is just a suggestion.
Have a nice day
And go out and play.
And do it all Gods way.

Amen

- 32 -

Nowhere to run nowhere to hide.
Completely destroyed inside.
My heart bleeding fro the pain of abuse.
Tired of people telling me that’s just an excuse.
If these people had been abused.
They would know it can’t be excused.
I in life now have a choice.
And for abused kids I’ll be their voice.
Millions of our kids hurt every year.
And so many more just disappear.
Children taking to the streets to avoid the pain.
That in all honesty was driving them literally insane.
You ask how does that happen let me explain.
Child abuse is destroying us from within.
The Bible should have considered it a deadly sin. 
Destroying them outside and within.
They grow up with an attitude they just can’t win.
It’s not something that just happens now and then.
Our children are being destroyed at a rapid rate.
Most of them being filled with uncontrollable hate.
So you say what’s the answer.
To a problem I call our nations cancer.
We all have to stop and say that’s enough.
I realize for a lot of people it will be tough.
Kindness is the beginning of love.
Kids need this much more than a push and a shove.
We must all realize God sent his Son to give us a chance.
To love our way to heaven and all be part of the heavenly dance.
Praise You Father and Thank You Jesus.
This is the kind of world he wants to see us.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 34 -

So so many people in this world are lost.
And it comes at a tremendous cost.
Many many people just struggling to survive.
More than you could imagine just trying to stay alive.
So what’s the answer to this part of the human race.
And we are losing more everyday at an astounding rate.
We all need to stop and do our best to be kind.
Before a lot of these people lose their mind.
We must turn this whole world back to God.
And don’t just sit around and wait on a nod.
We must start to walk in love today.
And do it now before we wait and it be too late.
The world needs us to stand up and do it now.
We should never have to ask how.
Jesus died on the cross to give us freedom.
But many think all the time they don’t need him.
Know this he is our one and only hope.
To be able in this world to be able to cope.
He came that we may have life and even more abundantly.
Instead of the same old sin filled life and it be redundantly.
So give your life to him and talk with him on a daily basis.
Then your life will become like living in an oasis.
The world can take your heart and soul.
And leave you desolate in a deep dark hole.
Jesus through love can make us again whole.
He can teach you everything you will ever need to know.
The Bible is a book of instruction.
The pathway to a new life of reconstruction.
Jesus will fill your life with love and joy.
Even if your life is completely destroyed.
Walk with Jesus your life will become overjoyed.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 36 -

There will always be another mountain.
There always be the one called Satan.
He will try to drag me off that hill.
But now I have Gods will.
Regardless of how I may feel.
Jesus says I’m absolutely healed.
Jesus took all my sin.
And gave me a new way to begin.
He cleared up all my fears.
He dried all my tears.
He saved my broken heart.
And gave me a new start.
Showed me how to dump the hate.
And rebuild my faith.
So let’s get one thing straight.
Jesus controls my fate.
He ignited my life with love.
It’s better than anything I thought of.
He’s the one that gave me strength.
So for him I’ll go to any length.
My life was a terrible mess.
That I truly confess.
Now I have the best.
So so much more stronger.
A life that lasts so much longer.
All his kindness.
Extinguished my blindness.
Satan is no longer part of my life.
Gone is the ongoing strife.
Jesus absolutely saved my life.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 38 -

Whatever you do don’t blame God Almighty our Father.
Some just don’t believe or acknowledge or even bother.
Satan is the God of this world.
Knowledge for every woman man boy and girl.
The Bible says Satan came to steal kill and destroy.
And he has already stolen millions of people’s joy.
The Bible says my people perish for a lack of knowledge.
This country has made a God out of going to college.
So it’s time to recognize the actual developing problem.
We have to walk in love and unite before we can solve them.
You are absolutely not feeling at all Gods wrath.
Millions are determined to follow satans path.
You should hit your knees and pray.
And tell the Father you will do it his way.
Renounce satans destroying plan.
Unite with Jesus and make a stand.
That’s me and my family’s plan.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen

- 39 -

Let’s Talk Social Injustice.
Child Abuse is complete Social Injustice.
Our kids can’t protest.
They can’t stifle the economy and hurt people.
They can’t even drive but they are being abused by the millions.
I’m sorry for any adults that have been hurt and understand the need for change.
Who’s going to be the voice for the kids with NO CHOICE.
They can’t speak for themselves.
They have rights more so than adults.
They are Children.
If we could stop Child Abuse we can change this country.
80% of the murders in this country were committed by the abused.
Anybody see a trend here.
I believe half of our population has had to deal with some type of abuse.
Kids are leaving their homes in large numbers and taking to the streets.
They feel it is much safer.
If we could Prevent Child Abuse we can change a nation Love and kindness can completely halt blindness.
So if you Stand for Social Justice.
Stand with ATTACA and help us put Billboards Across America.

God Bless You Always.

- 40 -

My mind was so cluttered.
Didn’t talk just muttered.
Unable to function.
Struggled at every junction.
Lost and wondering.
What I did to leave me blundering.
Afraid to walk across the street.
For fear of him starting to beat.
Me then leave me stuck in defeat.
Nowhere to run.
Always stunned.
No where to hide.
Wonder why I got this ride.
Hurting deep inside.
Trying to survive.
To do so had to lie.
Asking myself why.
I’m numb why would I cry.
Bout as soon die.
Wanting to scream.
Nightmares not one dream.
Hurting beyond belief.
Daily looking for relief.
Don’t know what to believe.
No one cares about my need.
The pain stinging my skin.
Horrific pain within.
I’m being accused.
I’m the one being abused.
Life to me very crude.
Did he even think what he did.
To me I’m just a kid.
How will I ever change.
Everything I do seems strange.
My heartbeat out of range.
Laying on the ground.
My blood all around.
Trying not to make a sound.
Emotionally frozen.
Never was chosen.
Heart in overload.
Never had any gold.
Fear overshadowed bold.
My life on hold.
Never on a roll.
There is no denial.
I was on a downward spiral.
Then I met Jesus.
He set it up to easy please us.
With love is how he sees us.
Believe the Father raised him from the dead.
Turn and walk to him instead.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen.

- 42 -

You can’t get the media to report the statistics.
If they do they want you to believe it’s too sadistic. 
But the truth is out there anyway. 
Kids are dying every day. 
We all should take time to pray. 
Kids are being ignored all the time. 
That’s the purpose for calling out this crime.  
Stories of Child Abuse are growing by the number.  
Most people choose to ignore and continue their slumber.
It’s not affecting me they say. 
As it is increasing every single day.  
As for me and my family we try to raise awareness.  
So more common than not for kids there will be more fairness. 
So let’s tell the people how bad it is.  
Make a point to Join Attaca. 
And help us put billboards across America.  
Some people think it is odd.  
But it’s time to unite and become one Nation Under God.

Praise You Father in Jesus Christ Holy Name Amen Amen and Amen.

- 44 -

When will there be enough.    
Of this crazy worlds stuff.    
When will our kids stop being bruised.       
When will we go after the accused.    
Why do our animals get more attention.   
When our kids hardly get a mention.    
How many precious kids have to drop.       
Before we say enough is enough so Stop.   
Why do we turn our heads on this atrocity.   
When we should be hitting it with full velocity.   
Are we that ashamed of what’s going on.    
That we can’t stand with our kids and be strong.   
How far does it go and how long.   
Are we so ashamed.   
That we might get blamed.   
Are we afraid they might mention a name.   
Do any of us care or are we all the same.   
Let me tell you my name.    
It’s Rodney Timms.  
At all cost I will protect them.    
All of our little friends.   
I will fight for them all the way to the end. 

Amen.   

Rodney Timms Founder.  ATTACA.org. Always.